feeling kind of blessed up here in the secluded corner; friends who willingly bring food up for me when I said I was going to have cup noodles, the same friends who have been helping me pack food the past few days, friends who walked me up to my room when I had gastric last night, a friend who wished me all the best for the philo paper later, friends who cheer me up just by existing.

it's 4:30 am again, a few hours before my paper. Fell asleep while studying the last few chapters (I haven't read the last few chapters sigh). Feel like lit and philo are the only two subjects I care about doing well in. Am worried that my brain would malfunction later.